Final Four Confessionals

[Ben]

...shit.

[Ben]

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

I talked to Curtis today after the challenge results were revealed. He told me that he and Kaycee were voting for me. Even if Chris and I vote for Curtis, it'll be a tie, and I'd go, since I had that stupid self-vote back a few rounds.

So I started freaking out. I told Curtis that I promise that I'll take him to the Finals if I win the Final 3 challenge if Chris gets voted off. And to prove that I'm true to him, I voted for Chris this round. I'm terrified of going. I don't want to go. But we'll see what happens. I deserve to win this game.

[Ben]

LongLiveOlmec 3:58 pm
So, is it me or Chris? =P
g1nger23 3:58 pm
lol
it's you
you're better at challenges
LongLiveOlmec 3:59 pm
If that's what you're gonna do...
g1nger23 3:59 pm
lol i don't have much of a choice
LongLiveOlmec 3:59 pm
You could vote for Chris. =P
g1nger23 3:59 pm
lol
true
you could've voted for kodi!
LongLiveOlmec 3:59 pm
True.
g1nger23 4:00 pm
no hard feelings though
LongLiveOlmec 4:00 pm
...obviously.
g1nger23 4:00 pm
i just think if i manage to get by this week
you'll be harder to beat in the final 3 challenge
and with the jury
LongLiveOlmec 4:01 pm
I think the jury's pretty up in the air.
g1nger23 4:02 pm
yeah but i think you can make a better case for yourself than chris can to be honest
LongLiveOlmec 4:03 pm
I had promised alliances to Noah and Mike, and then voted them out. If I vote Chris out this round, and then if I win the F3 challenge and vote either you or Kaycee out, I'd have four people out of five that I had lied to. =P
But if we vote Chris out this round, you keep me to the Final 3, and I win the challenge (and if it's an endurance-based challenge I won't) I'll take you to the Final 2.
g1nger23 4:04 pm
you would vote chris over me?
LongLiveOlmec 4:05 pm
Well when the alternative is being voted out. =P
g1nger23 4:05 pm
you think chris would vote for you?
i figured chris would vote for me
LongLiveOlmec 4:05 pm
Chris will probably vote for you, and if I vote for you, and you and Kaycee vote for me, it'll be a 2-2 tie.
And in the rules, if there's a tie, it goes to past votes against. I have one, you have none. I'd go.
g1nger23 4:06 pm
ah
didnt know thats how the rules went
for a tie breaker
LongLiveOlmec 4:08 pm
Of course, that could have changed...Chris was going to give his idol to Kodi last round. If he would have used it, it would have been 0-0, and the only people that could go would have been me and Chris.
And Chris said Jamie said it would have gone to a challenge.
g1nger23 4:08 pm
ahh
LongLiveOlmec 4:09 pm
But yeah, like I said...if you keep me in, and I win the challenge, I'll take you to the Final 2. Let me make it up to you for doing you bad last round.
g1nger23 4:10 pm
hmm
i gotta consider haha
you have to understand
i cant really trust you again right away
LongLiveOlmec 4:11 pm
i know you're probably thinking you shouldn't, but i promise that you can
LongLiveOlmec 4:16 pm
I voted for Chris.
g1nger23 4:17 pm
okay
well
i'll talk to kaycee
i havent voted yet
LongLiveOlmec 4:21 pm
Keep in mind that we don't need Kaycee to pull this off. I'm not saying turn your back completely on her, but if she votes for me, and Chris votes for you, and we vote for Chris, it'd still be 2-1-1.
g1nger23 4:22 pm
what if chris votes for you?
its 2-2 and you leave
LongLiveOlmec 4:22 pm
I don't think he will.
g1nger23 4:22 pm
I didn't think he'd vote for me!
LongLiveOlmec 4:23 pm
Eh, that's true.
g1nger23 4:23 pm
haha
kaycee might've talked to him for all we know
LongLiveOlmec 4:23 pm
Yeah...
g1nger23 4:23 pm
i'll talk to kaycee
LongLiveOlmec 4:23 pm
But if Chris wins the Final 3 challenge, he's taking Kaycee. They've been together since before Chris and I were together.
LongLiveOlmec 4:25 pm
Chris is really big on loyalty, and up until now, Kaycee and I have been his closest allies. I really don't think he's gonna turn on me.
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LongLiveOlmec 4:52 pm
Well, Kaycee's voting for me.
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LongLiveOlmec 4:58 pm
You're pretty much my only hope now. And I'll repay you by taking you to the Final 2 if I win. That guarantees you Final 2. Kaycee won't take me if she wins.
And the only person that'd vote for me is Kodi, so you're pretty much guaranteed to win.

[Jamie]

Just wanted to let you know that you need one more journal! Unfortunately, the first one does not count.

[Ben]

Oh, right! Okay! Thanks.


I talked to Chris yesterday, and he knows I voted for him, and he's going to vote for Curtis, I think. Maybe, just maybe, Curtis will vote for Chris, then Chris will go home.

If I win the Final 3 challenge, I don't know if I'll uphold my promise to Curtis. Here:

Ben vs Kaycee

Mike: Ben
Noah: Ben
Kodi: Ben
Chris: Ben
Curtis: Kaycee


Ben vs Curtis

Mike: Ben
Noah: Ben
Kodi: Ben
Chris: Ben
Kaycee: Curtis


So actually, I guess it doesn't matter. I'll win if I get to the Finals!